being myself, really.as always.

1. prove to me that you are smart, and yet still can be nice to me. the type of person who will never make me feel that i’m dumb.

2. looks clean. even if he looks messy. get it? i mean he looks nice in whatever way he looks.

3. knows how to sing or play instruments. someone who can sing with me. with our music. naks!

4. patient. makulit ako. magulong kausap. kaya kelangan ng mahabang pasensya sa akin. haha!

5. not too boring and not too talkative. too much of something is not good. basta, ung enjoy kasama.

6. ung maganda ang built ng braso. you know, ma-muscle muscle. like Raimund Marasigan. wahahaha!!! parang ang sarap magpayakap sa ganun ee.

7. makes me feel safe whenever i’m with him.

8. open-minded and sensible to talk to. and can be cool at the same time.

9. dadalhan ako ng siomai. or any food that i want. with large servings. for the two of us. haha!

10. can accept me for who i am. and i can accept for who he is. nakanaman!

—chumicheesy sa huling item o! haha!

pede bang more than ten na lang? haha!

1. In Case of Fire - Sandwich: from the album Five on the Floor. this was the song that attracted me the time i first listened to it. paulit ulit ulit ulit sa cd. haha!

2. Maps - Yeah Yeah Yeahs: from the album Fever to Tell. bukod sa naaral namin ito ng madalian, there was this one line that stuck in my mind (and also to anyone else who knows the song) “They don’t love you like I love you.”

3. Someday We’ll Know - New Radicals: from the album Maybe You’ve Been Brainwashed Too. used for A Walk to Remember’s soundtrack. i like the original version better.

4. Oo - Updharma Down: from the album Fragmented. sapul sa puso. LOL! haha! and i like to sing with it. haha!

5. Castaway - Franco: from the album Franco. i really admire Franco Reyes’ voice. and among the song in the album, this hooked me.

6. Anyone Else But You - The Moldy Peaches: soundtrack for Juno. it’s not my mega favorite song. but once i hear it, it gets glued in my mind. sarap lang ulit ulit ulitin. at madali lang siyang tugtugin. hehe!

7. 2 Trick Pony - Sandwich: from the album Thanks to the Moon’s Gravitational Pull. a bit dancey and rockish. hindi mapagsasawaan. 

8. I’m Only Happy When It Rains - Garbage: from the album Garbage. the title speaks for it self.

9. Bihag - Imago: from the album Take 2. i love Aia de Leon’s powerful voice. it may be powerfull but also can be sweet. i like all Imago songs but this one marked me because i used one of the lines for telling someone what i felt at that gloomy time. haha!

10. Fruitcake - Eraserheads: from the album Fruitcake. not because Christmas is near that’s why i like it. haha! funny because i can’t believe it has 21 chords when played (according to Raimund Marasigan).

-madame pa akong paborito ee. kaso inaantok na ako. haha!

should i name drop or what? haha! everyone is important to me.

1. Nanay. not only because she’s my mother but also she’s versatile person. i love her versatility in many things.

2. Tatay. not only because he’s my father but also he is a cool person despite of his age. 

3. Melai, Micon, Jubel. not only because they’re my sisters but also uhmmm… *teka wala na akong maisip. haha!* they’re sweet. at times. haha!

4. Kevin. not only because he’s THAT *alam na…*. despite of everything that happened to us, he’ still there. one of the Mega Shock Absorbers that I have. and also my so called “body guard”. kept me safe.

5. Arthur and Mae. my OC best buddies. i was not hesitant to share them almost everything about myself. and because they’re the ones whom i got really close with in the office. haha!

6. JA, Aprelle, Thea, Lara, Momo, Ricah, and others. Lister Friends. we’re not just fans of Sandwich, but we’re friends. also my gig buddies.

7. Tita Josie and Tito Engie. special mention. they’ve done many things for my family. 

8. Von, Allen, Mark, Joel, Abby, Romy. and the rest of Team 4. my professional life grew up with them. and hopefully gain more experiences and laugh times with them in my stay in the company.

9. Lyrine, Mazhiel, and Gilbert. high school super friends. amazing because we still get to have each other until now. unlike nung iba na nakalimot na. hehe!

10. enemies and frienemies (which i can’t even remember the names. haha!) because you made me tough all these years. made me learn some things in my life that made me like this now. 

- pasaway. this is more than ten! haha! i told you, everyone’s important to me. 

1. clothes.

2. money

3. cellphone

4. bag. where i get to put all things there.

5. computer

6. internet

7. eyeglasses that i don’t wear regularly. need it specially when its dark.

8. food!

9. music. soothes me.

10. YOU. *Charos! wala na akong maisip ee. haha!*

i will just post this before going to the office. day 5 that is.

1. i won’t look old at my age. many people thinks i look young at my age. i hope it won’t change. i’m talking about the itsura aa, the face value. haha!

2. to have a decent boyfriend. because the past was painful and i wanted to be happy this time.

3. millionaire. or billionaire para masaya. wahahha!!!

4. i would be able to travel around the world. but the budget won’t permit me.

5. techy. but i know to myself that i can’t. LOL!

6. intelligent as my father was expecting me. because whenever i get to talk to my father with some “things” (i pertain to the knowledgeable things or whatever) i feel so stupid because i can’t answer what he was expecting me. ayun.

7. slim and sexy. because i’m fat. wahahaha!!!

8. put a wifi connection in the whole Philippines! para libre internet everywhere! (shempre impossible na yon di ba. kaya nga wish ee. haha!)

9. i have Kritin Kreuk’s face. or Nina Dobrev’s. or Megan Fox’s. simply because i want to look hot. wahaahhah!!!

10. my wishes would be granted. pero as they say, it’s just a wish. there’s a big difference between “wish” and “hope”. but it would be cool if some of my wishes will come true. haha!

- but all in all, i just want myself to be happy in every little way. un lang. kthnxbai.

can i state here some things for different people? haha! ge na nga, one person na lang.

1. ganito na lang tayo?

2. ang labo mo.

3. anu ba talaga?

4. sorry. masyado akong feelingera.

5. pero thanks pa din for everything.

6. you are one of the most nicest people i’ve known.

7. but then hindi mo ko talaga trip. ang hirap lumebel sa yo.

8. pero keri lang.

9. tanggap ko naman eto ee. so don’t worry. all is in me.

10. i love you. in whatever rate. :)

can i do the third day of this? morning shift pa ako bukas ee. haha!

1. okra. too slimy.

2. my hair before. so sabog. but i don’t hate it much. i like the way it looks like a rockstar hair (messy kase). but then it’s difficult to style. haaaaaaayyy…

3. poor internet connection. pisses me off especially when i’m downloading something.

4. hypocrites and people talking behind my back. why don’t you say those bad things in my face?! cowards.

5. heavy rain. reminds me of Ondoy. too traumatic.

6. the gloomy feeling when someone doesn’t even like you as you are. i tend to get emo. LOL!

7. when something that i don’t like is being pushed to me. pag ayoko, ayoko talaga.

8. when someone made a promise and then hindi nya tutuparin. pinagexpect mo ako. tas biglang ganun.

9. myself pa din. haha! ironic noh? there are somethings that makes me hate myself like being insecure and jealous and selfish, etc etc.

10. him. for making me feel this way. (gumaganon pa!)

-ok, i’m getting senseless.